When she dates herself..

Yes.

       Within all those thousands of pressure around her, there is a life inside her. There is a life that wants to shut up itself from all the filth around and stay with itself. A life that wants to take time out and enjoy the way it wants.

       She wants to drink like crazy and sleep like pig. She wants to cook her favorite food and enjoy out on a beach with a camera. Yes a camera. An excellent thing ever invented by mankind. It's a default small box which she needs with herself throughout the time she is with herself. Take the camera around and roam insanely. Roam without worrying that she has to go back home. Roam with a boy she likes and the let the time flow unnoticed. Roam with camera taking pictures of him, unlike the cheesy society, empty social media and the crappy Bollywood movies that revolve around the physical beauty of only the girls since times unknown. For this time, let the girl bring out the beauty of a boy, let her peep deep inside his heart. Let her showcase herself strong, giant and bold..

       She wants to get into the garden where no being is noticing her, open a book and get absorbed into it. So much absorbed that her hunger goes unnoticed and the time is already. Stretch the whole time into three to four folds and breath smooth and slow. Feel the freshness. Feel the life. Feel the loneliness. Feel the happiness in being lonely. Feel the detachment from all the people attached around her and feel how she is when she is entangled from  their expectations. Taking time only for herself.. Date herself for that whole day..

       And an abrupt sound wakes her up. She gasps, gets up, reaches for the glass of water beside the table and sleeps back with her ever faithful partner. And never does any of the thing she dreamt of for all the way long till her death...


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